Wednesday, September 16, 2009

New Website!

Hiddy all been very busy with my new website these days. Also have started another blog to do with ghost ect. I love anything to do with the unknown. I will put up my link to my website for everyone to check out. I have to head off to my website now I'm really working on it. But I have to let you know that it's not even 40 percent finished so please be kind. lol Let me know what you all think. Check out everything and let me know. Take care I'll be back soon.

Here's my website! Have a look at Tyboolee

Sending you all hugs!

Monday, June 01, 2009

Well trying to get a site together is some hard let me tell you! I've had many delays that I just want to give up. But I'm going to try to get through another one. This is a dream I've had. So many things have shot me down but my life is full of shot in the dark things. Many people and things have cause me to feel lost but not this time. So I will keep trucking on with it. It may take another try but I'm not going to give up just yet. Hope all is well in all of your worlds. Mine world is upside down but I'm slowly turning around lol

Hugs to all


Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Still working on my new website!

I'm still working on my new website and working at the greenhouse! I'm trying to keep myself busy! lol

Sending you all hugs and much love!

Thursday, April 16, 2009


I'm trying to change around my blog. I like the adsense on the side it looks like it should be there. What do you think? Let me know thanks in advance. I'm also working very hard on my new site. I'll let you all know when it's ready so you can check it out. Have a wonderful day all



Tuesday, April 14, 2009


I'm looking into starting a site that has horoscope, I will read tarot cards, information on ghosts ect. I will let everyone know as soon as I get it all together.

Monday, April 06, 2009

Soles United

What a wonderful idea! It really makes me realize that there are some wonderful people in this harsh cold world!

Visit Soles United

Sunday, March 15, 2009

My top 25 work out songs for the Treadmill

My top 25 work out songs for the Treadmill

Mony Mony - Billy Idol

Circus - Britney Spears

Believe - Cher

Give Me The Music - Eva Avila

Hot N’ Cold - Katy Perry

All Summer Long - Kid Rock

Poker Face - Lady Gaga

4 Minutes to save the world - Madonna & Justine Timberlake

Black or White - Michael Jackson

Bye Bye Bye - N’Sync

So What - Pink

I want to break free - Queen

Rehab - Rihanna

Me against the music - Madonna and Britney Spears

I kissed a girl - Katy Perry

Ain’t it funny - JLO

When I grow up - The Pussycat Dolls

Rockstar - Nickleback

The Warrior - Patty Smyth

Miss Independent - Kelly Clarkson

Ray of light - Madonna

Ricky Martin - Shake Your BonBon

Thriller - Michael Jackson

Please Don’t Stop The Music - Rihanna

Rebel Yell - Billy Idol

Hope you enjoy it. I will add my other list soon. I started to work out before the season at the greenhouse starts. I ended up being sick and only ended working out for three week. Now I plan on going back full force again! Send you all hugs and love


Sunday, December 07, 2008


I'm still up this is getting to me. I haven't had a good night sleep in ages. My mind just races and races. I don't want to have to go on meds again to sleep. And it's not from drinking coffee ect. I drink only decaf stuff. I guess it's time to find something to do. I guess so much has happen my mind just wants to work overtime! lol

But on a good note my grandson is growing like a weed. He just turned 15 months I just love that little guy so much! He can make a very dark day so much brighter. I can't wait for Christmas morning it's going to be fun. Well I should go to bed I have things to do in the morning. I know this is short but I want to start writing almost everyday. I have so much to say but I'm so lonesome for Newton right now.

Talk soon

Sending you all hugs and much love

Saturday, December 06, 2008

RIP Newton I love you!

Dec 3rd I had to put my 13 year old dog down. My heart aches so much for him right now. I haven't been the same since. I loved him dearly but he was in so much pain and he was getting aggressive he has even bit me. From the start he was so passive and loving. He was still loving until the last day but the pain I guess was to much for him and he wasn't happy.

The morning of the third my grandson was coming down the hall to say hi to me when Newton snipped his face. Nothing serious but I knew it was time. He has tried this before and I knew he couldn't take it anymore. If you read my blog awhile back you'd notice I bought a green long runner for my kitchen and hall way so Newton could walk around without trouble. But in the last month he couldn't even walk in the living room and he kept falling. The last month he also couldn't make it up the stairs without falling up them.

He bark all the time because he thought he heard things and there was no one there. He was going blind and the lump on his side was almost the size of his whole side. I knew he couldn't take it anymore. It broke my heart but I didn't want to put him down. My husband and I talked about more in the spring and he would take him to get it done because I didn't have the heart. Newton was my dog and he was always with me with my husband always on the road Newton was my protection and my buddy.

But when he hurt Tyson I knew he couldn't take much more so I called the vet's office and made an appointment. It was the hardest thing I had to do. That was at 11 in the morning and his appointment was at 3:30pm . It was the longest 4 hours of my life. Newton hid on my side of bed on the floor. After snipping my grandson he knew he did wrong and just was so sad. This broke my heart I didn't even yell at him for it. I couldn't even speak when I saw what he did I was speechless in a way.

So when I took him to the vet's they asked me if I wanted to be there when they put him down. They explain that they would probably have to muzzle him and have to be a bit rough because he would fight when they give him the needle. I thought I didn't want to remember Newton this way. I told them I just couldn't do it. I hugged him tight and started to cry and told him how much I loved him. Also how sorry I was that I had to do this. I ran out in tears and didn't look back I just couldn't. But I feel so guilty right now. He was so scared I should of been there till the end. I really hate myself right now. I can still see his brown eyes looking up at me scared. For the last two years he's been afraid of everything and he would be stuck up my butt and I would get mad and yell at him to leave me alone sometimes. And now I wish he was stuck by my side as I write this. There such an empty feeling to my room now. There is a empty spot near my desk that I made for him to lay so he's comfortable. And it's so empty.

It breaks my heart. Cody my other dog seems so lost to he keeps looking for him and waiting by the door for him. When I let him out he goes looking for him. I know he needed to rest and stop the pain he was enduring but I feel so guilty that I had to do this. I miss him so and he trusted me and I brought him to the place he was afraid of and I left him. Gwad I wish I didn't have to do that.

Well I have to stop writing I can't type anymore the tears are blocking my view.

Thank for listening

Sending many hugs

Tuesday, November 11, 2008