Curves So Far!!

Well I went to curves for the third time this week. I hurt in place that I didn't know where even there. But it really does feel good. I can tell where all the my stress goes in my neck and shoulders. About an hour after curve my neck hurts not bad but I thought I was handling my stress pretty good! Ha on me. I find stress just doesn't hurt your Brian and heart but your body to!

I feel good about taking the first step. This is really big for me. I'm not a person that does things on her own unless push. I guess once I turned 40 I realize the way I have been living hasn't gotten me anywhere. I know I want to go all the time but of course I don't drive and the people that said they drive me either they can't afford to keep their car or the engine blew. I told them I'm a bad luck spell. But I've learned in life things happen for a reason. Since I understand my abilities like seeing signs and reading cards. Also learning the craft I've been realizing these things will happen around me because I've learn to except it and understand it. Sometimes I get really down because of all the bad that happens but I know how to handle most of it.

All my life I wonder what my purpose in this life is. I found since moving to this area I found what I didn't understand about me for years. I've learned my special abilties of seeing and reading people and things. I've helped people in my area with all kinds of problems. I love it but it can be so draining. Let me tell yah when I have people come over to read. I sleep the best that night. It takes all I have to help people but I wouldn't change it for the world.

I've learn to read tarot, palms, dreams, cleansing home of evil. I've done good spells. I don't play with the dark side. No one should. I use tarot cards as a tool. I don't really use them to read I use them to get started on a reading and then I start seeing things and I'm off on a reading. This scares me to this day. I still don't understand it all. But learning it is great. By me going to get healthy it will come on stronger for this I'm glad because since I've been depress my abilities are not working as good as I want them to. Or as I call it my radar! People may find this weird or that I'm strange but that ok everyone entitled to their own. But this is me!!

Told you I go all over the place. LOL Anyways I will tell stories of my readings at another time!

I'm going to keep on curving I hope!!!
Cherlee