Waiting

Today is a day that I feel like I'm waiting for everything in my life. Like when is Marc coming home? Do I start work tomorrow or what? Are my new diabetic pills going to stop making me sick? Am I ever going to give up on junk food? Am I ever going to lose weight? What the hell is going to happen to my marriage? I'm I ever going to stop feeling sorry for myself? Will I ever stop feeling trapped?

There are so many things I'm waiting for. I figure if I stop thinking about waiting and start things anyways I may feel better. But I'm my own worst enemy. I'd rather just wait and complain!! lol But I think instead of waiting I'm going to call some people and get my answers right now. I maybe babbling but by writing this I got my own answer! Thanks you should try it you may like writing and finding out your own answers!

Don't wait for your answers you may be sitting here like me looking really bored and unhappy! While the day passes into another.
Cherlee