Stupid Stupid Men!!

For the last three years my life has been stuck in unlucky mode! So many things that I hoped and dreamed for have all gone on to unhappy land! Try as I might things just don't seem to go as planned! Or the way I'm told they should. Why I feel this way today is for the last week they been hauling in over 65 loads of fill meaning top soil. I mean dump truck loads into the back yard. The pile is over 10 feet tall and about 50 feet wide give or take. I was told I would have a 4 ft lift in my back lawn due to the laws of the Septic force I guess! Or the health Dept whatever! But what I was really told it would be 90 feet away from my well. This means the source of my tap water. Well the septic drain off is only 75 feet away. So to me this is to damn close to my fresh drinking water! Also it was to be put on one side of my home so it wouldn't take my back yard at all. As you can tell this hasn't happen at all. I have a clothes line and a back step build to put laundry out if I so desire this is attach to my back basement wall. Well guess what they have so much soil out there and just keep pushing it they had to remove my stairs and also my clothes line pole has been pushed to a leaning stand. Also can't see anything but brown soil from out of my basement windows. I told Marc either he goes and ask what the hell is going on or I will with many not so good choice of words to say as I was using those certain words as I shrieked with my very upset voice!

Of course Marc thought I was overeating as always. He hasn't been a help at all. All he's happy about is he has so much less grass to cut Asshole! Well he told me to take a nap because I was to upset or take a pill or something. Well he went out and they told him this is the only place they can do it. Also I ask him what's going to happen if there is a bad rain storm or next winter when the snow melt where will all this mud go into my home through my basement window or how the F@#$% will we be able to put the wood into our house cause we can't get to the window to throw it in too.

I dreamt all my life of having a home of my own but it stupid stupid men that don't give a fly F$%^ about what it looks like. My whole front yard is destroy by there trucks driving on it. I have to stop now because I'm really upset even as I write this the tears are flowing as I type so it's time to just give up for today!

Anyways I'm hoping tomorrow is a bit better. So it you want to get things done in a cleaner and nicer manner don't hire stupid stupid men because they don't give a ratass because they don't have to live with the mess they caused. The guy that pissed me off had nerve to say it is a mess isn‘t it!!! Asshole

Cherlee