Boring

Today I'm bored I have so much to do around the house but I don't want to do it. There's a long weekend here in Canada and everyone I know has gone away for the 3 day holiday. Even my parents that never go anywhere are in Montreal visiting family! With my freaken husband always on the road I go nowhere. His favorite saying is I drive for a living why would I want to drive when I get home!!! Well that puts me in a mood. We haven't went anywhere in a long time. Well we did go to Ontario at Xmas it wasn't planned. His wonderful grandfather passed away Boxing day. So we left the 27th and left my bestfriend who drove 20 hours to spend xmas with me. So the next day she had to drive back to Kitchner Ontario. Man I'm depressed about that. No papere it wasn't your fault miss you! But that wasn't a trip it was a really sad time. So I don't count that at all. My brother, Daughter and her Boyfriend and I planned a trip to the Casino in Halifax a few weeks ago but that was cancelled cause my brother was helping out a friend. He's the one that really wanted to go so my daughter's boyfriend rearranged his shifts so we can go and I find out the night before at 7 pm we are not going. He said we can go next week. Well we couldn't change our life to suit him again. Lucky we didn't listen to him cause he ended up helping this friend out still! It really pisses me off that my brother let's us wait around but this friend gets first dibs. But he's always been that way. So the little trip I was going to have had gone bye bye without me once again. I wish I had a lot of money and could take off now for a few days by myself!

I have this little dream that I have enough money I rent a really nice room in the town over. Tell everyone I'm getting away for a few days. I get this room and just veg for a whole two nights and three days! No phone ringing, no people wanting me to take care of them, no dogs barking, No one bugging me period! This has been a dream for about 10 years. My life has been full of bullsh@# for so long I need to breath normal. I'm so stress right now I can't think of all the things that is causing my stress. I have a large amount of brain fog!

Oh before I forget those assholes that are suppose to be taking the soil away for the septic on July 20-21 never showed up but call July 22 and told me they would be here first thing Monday morning on the July 24 never showed up. The asses called me Wednesday August 2 on my Anniversary and told me that I'm first on the list for Tuesday. Unless something important comes up. Well I should be just as important as the other guy cause I've been waiting for them to put this septic in since last year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyways I want to talk to the owner but he's never in town but when I do I will have a few choice words for him. Anyways I'm getting to mad I have to let it go for now.

Anywho everyone that has a long weekend have a good one. Please oh please have a drink for me. And if your not having a long weekend still have a drink for me it will may make you feel better cause I know it will for me!!
Cherlee