All I feel
All I feel is lost right now. I don't know what way to go. Some how the road I've taken has gotten me really lost right now. I don't think I took the right turn years back. I'd love to go back to a time in my life that I was settle. But I reach in the back of my mind I can't seem to find that time. I realize there wasn't a time I was feeling truly settled. Right now I hate the fact that I feel like a failure. I look around me and I'm tired of being angry at everything and everyone. I just want this merrygoaround to stop. To really stop.
Anywho when you feel the pain getting to much just write. It makes you feel a bit better. The funny things is your writing your feelings and your friends and family don't have a freaken clue what your talking about. I love it!
Cherlee
3 comments:
if your merry go round is anything like my rollar coaster, than just wait a couple of hours or a day and your mood and outlook on life will change. I guess that's one of the good things about having bipolar....it's always something different :-}
I certainly hope that it gets better soon for ya.
(((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))
Thanks Ol'lady your right my life isn't boring cause of it! lol
Thanks you ramblings just having a bit of a rough patch it always passes! It great people like you guys that pull me through thanks!
Cherlee
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