Today is a feeling low on energy day!
Today I feel yucky. I went to the doc the other day he said I need to get some proper sleep. Urggggggggggg I wish I could sleep a whole 8 hours. I asked him why am I like this. He told me many things but the biggest is stress so I think I have to go on a vacation anywhere but here!! lol Sugars are to high also so I have to do an overhaul again. The winter is almost over hopefully I'll get myself back on track when work starts up again. Oh and I was informed that my ex is thinking of coming here for his honeymoon with his monkey (the thing he's marrying she calls herself monkey if she only knew why people call her that!). Gawd more shit hits the fan. I told him he can come visit his daughter but I don't have to be around at all. And I don't want to see the thing he marrying because I'm reminded of the bitch every time I look in the mirror and see the scars I receive because of her years ago when he was taking his friend side long stupid story.
I will give them back but they won't be as little lol! That felt sooooooooo good. And she been telling Mel shit also. It just never ends but at least I know I'm still alive I better stop I'm starting to get angry again. My poor ticker doesn't need it. lmfao
Anyho I've depressed you. Hope you weren't looking for a ray of sun shine cause I could bring that dark cloud over in no time. I don't mean it but it follows me like schlepprock on the Flintstones today. But I figure someone or something still cares to be around me so be grateful. I have to take what I can get these days! hehehe
Sending much love and hugs your way
Cherlee
3 comments:
First off, you have a right to bitch and moan about your Ex's new 'monkey'.
I would think they deserve it, and when you give those scars back, do it in a way that they'll never remember. I'm putting my money on you.
Oh and everyone has bitchy days, whiny days, and feel sorry for themselves days. It's ok, it's what Blogger is here for.
Hugs back atcha.
It is OK to feel the way you do..we all have those down times and it is OK!
The EX's never seem to go away, do they? They lurk and are around us in so many ways..the scars, the memories, the aggravation...I am with ya!
Hang in there! Like you said - winter is almost over and you will have something to look forward to!
Sunny and warm days, lighter days and longer (in a good way!), Fresh Summer Food, and just good times!
Everyone is allowed to have shitty days. I don't think I know anyone who's blood doesn't boil when an ex shows up especially if they have their current skank with them. Go ahead and let loose that's what your blog is for.
Hugs to you...
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