A Dog's life

Well this is the second entry and this is the second time I'm trying to write this. I hit the wrong freaken button poof gone in 10 sec! Got to copy and paste!!Grrrrrrrrr.

Well today I took my little lapso Cody in to be neutered. The poor guy is so pathetic looking. He whimpers, drooling, and looks like he lost his bestfriend. My heart feels for him totally. But I know in a few day my two year old pup will be back to his male power tripping self. But I really hope not.!

Why I finally took him in after so long the little bugger bit my lip. Due to the fact my old guy Newton (10 year old yellow lab & collie mix) is the boss. Cody feels since he's the one with the balls in the house he's top dog not. Newton is so passive until Cody drives him over the edge. Well Cody drove me over the edge a week and half ago. It was bedtime the light is off I bend down to give Codybear a hug and this god awful noise come from the pit of his stomach. I tell him to calm down, be a good boy ect. His growl came down to a soft roar. So gently I let him go as this happen Newton being the curious dude that he is comes up behide me Cody hears this an jumps up a takes a bit out of my lip!!. Then the look of OMG I just bit mom! Tail between the legs head down. I just stood there shocked!!! So I run around the house trying to figure out what to do this is 2:25am. I was thankful my brother was home. He rushed me over to the hospital. I was rushed in right away lucky me no one was there. Well at that time on a Monday people are usually in bed.

The doc come in she says we will glue it instead of stitches. No prob with me! If you ever had to have a needle in lip you'd know what I was talking about. Did that a few times not doing it again if I could help it anyways! She puts the glue on my lips when she half way through I notice that I needed to breath through my mouth and couldn't cause the dumb ass glued my freaken lips shut!!!!! It took four times of trying to mumble to her that my mouth was glue shut cause all the biotch could say was relax over and over again. Finally I see that she started to panic when she finally realize hey she's not moaning for nothing! Then she tells me to relax more and louder this time. As she shove gobs and gobs of vaseline in my mouth! At this time I'm tasting vaseline and my tongue is starting to stick to the roof of my mouth!!!!!!


Now at this time I'm in a full blown anxiety and panic attack! ( I was diagnose with it at the age of 32. It's a terrible frighting disorder if you don't how to go about getting yourself calm your in trouble. Thanks goodness I learned most of the tools to keep it in control. And those who know me well I taught them how to go about getting me out of one.) But thank god for my brother. He said he saw my face go white my pupils go huge. He knew cause I had a large light in my face and my pupils were so large! But as I'm going through the motion I'm also thinking I want to give this doctor from hell a shot in the ribs! How could I go about this and not go to jail for it. As she shoving more gobs of vaseline in my mouth for the third time she tells me to have patiences. Well at this point I'm just freaken mad. I blow up. Very rarely do I blow up. Well she got a piece of mind along with a freaken piece of my lip. LOL I was so glad to leave that place. So on the way home coming out of my shock, angry, panic attack and I was so tired. I told Barry that's it off with cody's ball!!

So that's why Cody became ball less this morning! Anyways getting tired again for the second time this week. And yes Vicki this is truly therapeutic! I sure do need this. So until next time

Done go get your lips glued shut!!!
Cherlee