I just want to say thank for reading my blog so far!

I just wanted to give thanks for clicking and reading my blog. Today I didn't really do much. So I figured I write a thanks for everyone coming and reading about me. And care about what I have to say. Sometimes I feel like I'm alone in this world but all I have to do is check out my blog, pick up the phone or read my emails to see that I have a lot of people that really do care about me or care what I think. Each day I feel more and more alive. I've missed out on alot in my life due to the fact I was afraid to let my hair down as they say. Or I care too much what other though of me. I didn't want to hurt anyone. Now I speak my mind sometimes it gets me in trouble but I sorta have to learn from it. For years I avoided people because I felt like I never measured up to what they might of figured I should of become. I never realize that they didn't care about those things they just wanted to get to know me again. I was so shy and afraid of moving forward that people thought I was being so rude or playing some kind of game. But I was stuck in a world of being overweight and unsure, unhappy with me. I couldn't stand to be judge. Because most of my life I was judge and heard people talk about me. But those people weren't worth my time anyway. Then when someone that cared about me wanted to me to go see them or come visit I felt they had a motive. The motive being that I would be the butt of their jokes later or they just badger me with why Cheryl? Or wonder why I was the way I was. The only one that was being hard on me was me.

It took me 41 years to finally realize that I shouldn't care what others think of me. If they stuck with me for this long they mustn't care about my faults or see them as much as I do. The only one that cares the most about my faults is me!! So each day I come to realize that I am the lucky one. That I have to start counting my blessing as they say!

So once again thank you for being you! Thanks for sticking it out with me I sure needed you all there through the years. Omg you all are still here!
Thanks
Cheryl