I'm soooooooo Freaken Tired!

Well today I'm going to feel sorry for myself. I am so tired. I have no help around this house. You'd think with 4 adults that live in this house I'd get more help. The only time I get it is when I have to freaken ask or complain to much. I've haven't slept a goodnight in so long. Newton my old dog barks at every $#%@^& noise all night and day. He taught the other dog to bark at noise to so now I have two dogs out of control. Then I have a daughter that has to go out every freaken time she's off and goes and party's. Comes home all hours of the night Newton barks his ass off till either I stop him or someone stops him. It's usual Melanie's boyfriend cause she heads down stairs cause she had to much or doesn't want to get shit since the last time in the kitchen with the fire alarm going off. So for the last while when she goes out I stay up. This can be until three in the morning. I'm fed up you'd think she be more considerate but why she the queen. Let me tell yah not for much longer!



I ask her when you come home from work do you think you can let the dogs out for me so they don't wake me up for once. No she just goes straight downstairs. I have to tell her to change the kitty litter box. I can smell it upstairs gross. She going to be 20 you'd think she be more responsible! They want the fucken animals but no one helps. Her cat claws my living set because she's never here for her. If she is here she is so miserable cause she either has to sleep for work or she has a hangover. So she has to treat everyone like shit. She complains we never do anything. And when I have money or time. She's either going out to party with friends or she in her freaken bed miserable. I'm so fed up. Today I'm so tired. I need sleep I have a new dishwasher coming I'd like to lay down so I went downstairs to ask Melanie could she listen for the guy I have to get some sleep I really feel sick to my stomach and dizzy from not getting enough sleep. And no she's going out. Funny she wasn't going out until later tonight. I told her don't you dare come in late or stay out! So another day goes by without less sleep. All I want is a full eight hours. It's not possible in my house. For Melanie she gets 48 hours sleep and complains! Her only responsibility is work. Must be nice not to think of others but yourself! I find as she gets older she thinks more of her needs than anyone's else's. I know she has needs but she doesn't even take care of the kitty litter! I find she can be so selfish! I didn't bring her up that way.

Melanie time to grow up and help out without being asked! I still love you very much but I know Jamie's parents wouldn't put up with you guys coming all hours of the night!

Melanie you told me the other day I could dis you if I want so here it is!
Cherlee