Kemo you will always be remembered

This is Kemo in the happier days!

Kemo was my brother's dog he was a beautiful dog with such a gentle way. He loved the outdoors. He loved to talk to you too. He was a Norwegian elk hound and some wolf in him.

As I write this I have tears rolling down my face. I did love him. But this morning was his last day on this earth. He was suffering so much that he had to be put down. To some they'd ask why are you crying? But to those people life is so unfair. Sometimes I wish we didn't have the power to decide when our pets should be put down. I know in my heart it had to be done he was suffering so much. But I guess I'm selfish cause he trusted us just to love him always and we had the power to say goodnight sweet puppy. I may sound like a big baby but I loved that dog he was a part of our family. It like a lose of a family member. I took care of Kemo for my brother a few years back I had him for about 6 months and grew to love him so much. In the last few years I didn't get to see him much cause he lived away from me. But in the last while I got to see him a little more. I saw him suffering and knew he couldn't take much more. But the few times that he was feeling good he was the happy puppy I knew back when. That's what I keep seeing his beautiful brown eyes looking up at me with wonder and trust. My pets get me so mad sometimes I say things I don't mean. But I would truly miss them if they aren't in my world. Kemo and my Newton were great buddies. Thank god dogs don't understand what's going on.

Newton just look up when he heard my crying away like a big baby and then put his head down. He's near my feet as we speak he know I'm sad so he's close by. Newton was my savour when I found out I had a anxiety disorder. He was the one I leaned on the most. I was alone most of the time and it was Newton and me and of course my daughter Melanie against the world. So he knows the drill when the tears fall stay close to mom she may need me. Kemo was the same way once he stopped pacing. LOL Cody's my other dog he's at my other foot just sleeping away. It's funny how my dogs make me feel better with just a glance from them.

So Kemo sweet puppy I love you I hope your running free in puppy heaven now pain free. I miss you already. Love Yah Kemo see you when I can!

Cherlee