Where'd the sun go!!

It's really yucky weather here. It's dark and rainy! I never thought I'd complain about this weather. I was always the one to say "I love days like these I love the look of gloom. I hate the sun and the hot weather". Well I'm really starting to think I really got to much sun over the weekend cause I'm really missing the sun right now!! lol. I always kept out of the sun being so fair. Every summer I get these cold sore that swell up my lips so big they touch my nose. They tell me it's from the sun. So I've tried to stay out of it for years. But I still ended up with the sores cause if I got a bit of sun out they pop. But I find as the years go by it get to be less and less cause I really avoid the sun. But I would become so depressed. I find in the last 2 weeks I've said whatever I don't care yes I'm burnt to a crisp but I guess I was lacking the vit d that the sun provides because I go outside much more. Also I find today I'm feeling down haven't felt this down for awhile so I know it's cause of the sun. I've been avoiding the outside world for along time but now I'm just going to check out what I've been missing with alot of sunscreen on! Look out world here I come!!!! lmao

Anyways enjoy the sunny days they don't seem to last long enough. But use your sunscreen cause you could look like me a peeling blistering red tomatoe but at least I'm not depressed! lol
Cherlee