A bit shocked

As some of you know my BF moved down in late August. But this morning I woke up around 11:15 am and noticed her door open and the sheet off of her bed ect. I notice all of her and her family's stuff gone. I was a bit shock but not totally. I felt this was coming on for a bit. But I wished she would of told me about this not just pack up and go. It was really hard on all of us I know. She came to live with me when everything been so upside down.


As everyone who keeps up with my blog knows it hasn't been a great life. It's been a rollercoast of events that keep coming one after another. She got to see for herself some of them unfold right in front of her. But she could of let me know cause I really didn't need one more shock. I know I've been set in my ways but she could of told me she planned this and I could of help her with it. I was very honest with everything.


I know sometimes I'm way to honest but now I know she wasn't being totally honest with me. She didn't have to run she could of faced me like I faced her when things got me upset ect. Her man didn't even let his job know cause they left a message on the answer machine. Then they called back and I had to let them know he moved out and I didn't know where he was. But I realize this is her way. So I'm not going to sit here and bash her that's not right. What's the point this is what she wants it's ok with me. I forwarned her over and over again about stuff but she had to find out for herself and she did. But I wouldn't have done that to her and that hurts. But I truly hope she finds what's she looking for. I hope the best for her and her son. So I'll just chalk this up as a life lesson for myself.

Anywho life goes on. I will get through this like all the other stuff in my life. On to the next chapter of my life.