What I have to pay back!

I have to pay 27 dollars back to the government for income taxes! Omg this is awful I didn't make enough to even pay anything last year and I have to pay back!! No wonder the poor keep getting poorer and the rich get richer! I can't believe that I'm not getting a income tax check! And that I have to pay back. It may only be 27 dollars in which I paid already. But I have never had to pay back!

But my god I was shocked! My husband gets a nice income tax check but it's not mine it's his. I was so angry at the way my life has gone I started to tear up and couldn't even stop. After this happen I open the the Tim horton's we just got and notice they didn't even put milk in it. But the stupid tears kept flowing and I wasn't even crying. I was just so angry at life I guess they just wanted to come out and I couldn't even stop them at all. So I asked my husband if he could please go and get me a milk and he said "No I should run in it will take my mind off of things!" He's a lazy s.o.b if it's not about him he doesn't care!!

I was so pissed at him for this . So I walk into Tim Horton's with tears streaming down my cheeks I walk over to the area where they have napkins hoping I could wipe them away. They just keep coming I was totally embarrassed. But I went up to the guy told him about my problem about not getting milk with my tea and he just look at me like I was wierd. Once I got my milk I headed out with the tears falling like a leaking faucet. Got in the car then proceed to tell my husband about what just happen. He just went "Oh yah" not caring at all! No wonder I'm a mess. I tried to keep it together for everyone and when I need someone everyone doesn't care. So I said thanks alot for not making me feel better and he says. You'll get through it you always do your strong!


Well guess what I'm tired of being strong and fixing things I want someone to be strong for me. I want some to say Cher I will take care of everything you can relax enjoy yourself. Don't worry about a thing and truly mean it. Not tell me this and then once I get comfortable they have to ask for something in return or take something away!

Anyho I've done enough complain and guess what not one tear fell while writing this! I must be back to normal. Well normal that is such a strong and dirty word. Lol I mean back to me.
Laters sending hugs and love your way
Cherlee